Back To The Grind

Starting tomorrow, I will be working again as an IT Recruiter. Will be working nights, weekend off and will be following the US holidays. Of course, will be working on local holidays with double pay. Best of both worlds!

But I am a little sad that I will not be spending as much time as I want with Dimples. He will be working nights as well but our rest days will not be in sync. Oh well, we will try to work it out I'm sure.

We had been going out since Wednesday. He is usually the one who asks if we can have dinner before he go to work at 11pm. I never said no to his invitation, cuz I really want to spend more time with him. I know that when I start with this new job, I'd have difficulty finding time to be with him. So I didn't mind going to the Ortigas area just to spend a few hours with him.

So let's see how things will go from tomorrow. This will be a merry christmas I know, because I have a new job and the job pays well!

Alone Time Not Successful

Sunday. Had dinner at Banapple in Ayala Triangle and watched the lights. Was home pretty early, so I got bored at around nine in the evening. I decided to go to Starbucks People Support to catch up on my reading. I have to finish reading Life of Pi, I promised myself.

Went there and ordered venti Christmas Blend coffee. Love this brew! It has a bitter taste to it but very pleasant taste. At this point I realized that I haven't texted Dimples in 5 hours. Didn't want to text to invite to join me because it has only been less than 24 hours that we spent a passionate time together. Yet after an hour of debating with myself, found my fingers typing up a text. I was almost done, when a text from him came in. So I told him where I was and he was annoyed that I didn't tell him earlier. He said he was having a late night snack and if I want I could go over to join him. Didn't want to go to his area so I suggested that we meet at Northpark instead.

Long story short, we had a great time. Our conversation is varied, but most of the time goes back to  music and books. Never a dull moment. He is definitely growing on me.

Second Invite...

Wasn't doing anything Saturday night. But was surprised to get another invite from Dimple to go to his apartment. His roomies are at work, he was along and getting horny, so he said. I didn't know if he was teasing me so I had to play hard to get. When I finally realized he was being real, I immediately prepared to leave in 5 minutes. Couldn't remember how to get to his place but was very lucky to have hailed a cab who knows the area. I was literally at his doorstep in 10 minutes.

I went there with the hope that something romantic will happen. And he didn't disappoint, he was humping like a bunny so we both came not very long in the play. But short as it may have been, we literally covered the small space of his studio and ended up in the bathroom. It was a very hot evening indeed!

First Is A First

So I spent Friday night at Dimple's apartment. He invited me back and that was big surprise. He told me a while back that he can't bring men he go out with to the apartment he shares with two friends because that's a rule they have agreed upon even before they moved in last year. I was doing virtual cartwheels, really! We went to his place and it was a nice studio apartment especially for 3 bachelors. We sat on his bed but he won't sit still, moving around and trying to fix things inside the apartment. I can tell he is very uneasy, but I was just cool. When he finally sat down beside me, he gave me a long but very lustful kiss. i was even panting when we broke up from the lip locking. I stayed for another hour and all we did was make up and grope each other. We never got to the point of undressing each other. I wasn't expecting anything to happen that nigh, but it would've been great if we did go all the way. I am a patient man, if he didn't want to do it, I can wait. I waited long enough so it won't hurt if I wait for another day, week or month… Didn't realize it was part of his game. He was teasing me til I beg for him to make love to me again. I wan't giving in, well at least on that night. lol.. 

But I definitely needed to release the heat. So I had to jack off when I got home. How I wished he was with me to help me release that heat! 

Dimples said that I am the first guy he ever brought back to his apartment. Hmmm… I dunno what to think of it… But I surely don't have to over analyze things. What's important is that he made me feel very special and I am loving it. 

Will It Work?

Four days ago, I asked Dimples, if we can be exclusives. We are acting like we have a relationship anyway so I was thinking if he is spending so much of his time with me, might as well label our current situation. I am not ready for a stronger commitment, if it happens I will gladly accept it. Call this a testing point before we officially commit to each other as boyfriends.

He said he is cool with the idea. But then the the other night, I asked what he really want from me. Cuz I feel that he is more serious than I am with him. I don't know if he was kidding, but he said he wants us to be boyfriends. Whew! I am not really ready for that but I told him that it that's what he wants I'm down with it! But lost the moment cuz it took me a few seconds to answer him. He felt bad, so did I. It's just that everything is happing too soon for both of us. I am just afraid that it might go the other way. So I wanna take things slowly, but sometimes, people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there; they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out things. That who he is and what he is doing to me. Guess, I should not resist this anymore, it will happen anyway.

Will this work? God only knows.

Two Weeks And Counting...

It's been two weeks that Dimples and I have been seeing each other. He is growing into me more and more each day. I'm still getting to know him and every day, I am surprised at the things that I learn from him. 

Dimples apparently is into almost the same type of music that I like. The only difference is that he knows every lyrics and title of the songs that we both like. I never care for them, unless I really love the song, I'd learn the words but most of the time, it's just the melody that I am most interested in.  Well I found out about his passion for music when we went out last Saturday night after his shift. Didn't intend for us to have an intimate time that night, I though we'd only have dinner, he had other things planned for us… So we went to the nearest motel in the Malate area, I think it's our second time there, for sure we'll frequent this place. Very convenient for both of us, clean and provides lube and rubber… 

But anyhow, we we're just cuddling when he pulled out his smartphone to play the latest playlist he had prepared. I was ecstatic about it. I think it was sweet of him to take time to arrange a playlist just for that night. I like all the songs in his playlist, so I ended up copying the songs. My favorite is Thousand Years by Christina Perri and Girl on Fire by Alicia Keys. Oh and I didn't know that Bamboo has a cover of Adele's Someone Like You…. 

He also listens to Above and Beyond, EBTG, Gorillaz, The Fray, David Guetta, U2, Lady Antebellum, Jason Mraz, Alicia Keys,  and many more artists… But he said he kinda prefer the UK artists versus the American artists. And I agree the UK artists has better musicality than their American counterparts. I guess Americans know how to properly promote their albums better that's why they are more successful. However, when a UK artist makes it big in songlandia, they really hit it big! Look at the success that boyband One Direction is experiencing right now! 

His personality is showing in the type of music that he plays. Very eclectic but discerning taste. I think that's the way he is, it's also evident in his food choice, and probably men too. Well, he probably has lowered his standard when he met me… lol… 

Still having fun talking, texting and meeting him. I really hope he is not a fluke and I will not be disappointed. 

Confused

Between Dimples and Mr. Bedminton, I can't decide whom I like the most. One thing for sure, I'm more emotionally attached to Dimples, I can probably spend all day with him talking about anything under the sun and will never be tired or bored. While with Mr. Bedminton, I can't last an hour, he doesn't read books, not into music and so we have limited topics to talk about.

In the bedroom department, they both have their own qualities. Tool size don't matter to me, well at least for now. I am more concerned about my emotional attachment to the guy I am with than size. Mr. Bedminton is very agressive in bed, his actions are mostly forceful, touch, kiss, humping, everything! My passiveness in bed is totally achieved when he is performing. While Dimples is not as agressive, he has the tendency to be more romantic, his kisses are soft and gentle, and he makes sure that everything he does is going to be a fun experience for both of us. Dimples like long foreplay, while Mr. Bedminton is not but can perform two times in a row. Having said that, I couldn't decide which I prefer in the bedroom.

Dimples is more carefree, I think it's because he is younger. When we are together, he would steal a kiss on my lips, hold my hand or discreetly touch my finger. He definitely knows how to hold my guard down. While Mr. Bedminton don't do any of it while in public, so I can be as discreet as I can be when I am with him. This is still confusing for me...

I am trying to make a good assessment of my current situation with both guys. Sooner or later I'll have to take things to the next level with either. Maybe, it is too early to think about that, but this is me. I try over analyze everything. And probably because I am too old and too tired to find a good partner.

Meantime, I'll chill with both guys and see how it's going to go. I can't force anything if it's not meant to be.