Monday, November 5, 2012

Heartbreaker20 Withdrawal

So heartbreaker20 texted me last night that he is going to church. Then this morning I got another text from him. This time it was more generic morning greeting. I so wanted to text him back. for 2 hours I did hold back. Until around 11am, just before I went to a job interview, asking him to be my prayer warrior.

It's his rest day, but he didn't reply. It didn't bother me because my new Guy, gave me some encouragement. Heartbreaker20 eventually replied to my prayer request assistance late afternoon. Telling me another lie, didn't have load. I simply thanked him for saying a prayer for me.

I have to move on... But for some reason, I can't! Heartbreaker20 will definitely break my heart. I must prepare myself. But how? I don't know, I don't fucking know!


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